June is here...a time to celebrate and mourn.

Brandon was born on June 5, 1955, I was born on June 30, 1956. We were married on June 29, 1991, if Brandon were still alive on June the 29th, of this year it would  be our 33 rd wedding anniversary. 
The celebrations of birthday's and anniversaries are now bittersweet, but still I honor them. My friend Heidi came over on Brandon's birthday to have dinner with me , it was nice and a comfort.
Earlier in the week she had helped me move the old mattress and box spring that Brandon and I slept on for almost 20 years, We both cried when we found two unmatched shoes of Brandon's under the bed.
I was grateful for her help as I was getting a new mattress and box spring for that room which had become my second  guest room . The room was just too big for me and the bed too big as well, so I moved into the back bedroom. The back bedroom was formally our library..which has been moved downstairs.
My bedroom is now for sleeping and a place to keep my clothes and do my exercises.
I live my life in the rest of the house which is still an ongoing project.

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My cave.....it is much like my cabin I spent 10+ summers in at camp when I was head of gymnastics.